When I woke up early yesterday morning, my Prince wasn't in the bed. My Ivy either. I always feel when he gets out of the bed, even when he is sneaking out, but this time I didn't feel it. I thought my luvs are in the living room or with the children. I looked for them, but they weren't there. Coming to the kitchen, I found a note on the table: "Prince and I are out. We'll call you asap. Love you." My Ivy knows me; if everything was all right, she will write it to me. I had no idea where they are and what is going on. I tried to call them, but their phones rang and there was no reply. I started to worry. I made myself a tea and sat in the living room. Our children woke up some time later and they came to me after seeing our bedroom empty. They both laid their heads in my lap. I cuddled them saying how much I love them. When Mikey asked me where are mama and tata and when they will come home, I told him that I don't know but I'll ask them where they were when they come home. He didn't ask me any more questions, but I could see he missed his tata. I sent SMS to all family members about changing the plan for family morning coffee and family lunch asking them not to come for we want to be alone. I didn't want them to see me worried and tensed for I could easily make a scene. I did morning hygiene with our children, dress them up, and made a breakfast for them. I started to terribly miss my luvs. I called my Fran and asked him to come for I needed a comfort. He came and he was a true friend as he always is and he comforted me every time I cried.
 

Mikey and Precious came to the kitchen few times asking me to call mama and tata. I called them every time they asked me to and I always got no reply. Children were impatient to see them. It made me angry with my Prince and Ivy. Seeing Mikey standing at the window sadly watching through it in his green Hulk shirt, and whispering "tata", hurt me very much. I was very near to blast in very loud cry. I sent them very angry SMS. Few minutes later my phone rang. It was my Prince. He said they'll be home in few minutes. Children joyfully screamed when I told them that their mama and tata will be home soon. They took the chairs, climbed on them and watched their arrival through the window. When my luvs came home, they had their hands full of flowers, candies for children and various presents for me and them. Oh my, our house echoed from joyful screaming and shouting. I couldn't get to them because our children were all over them especially him. My Ivy deep kissed me and placed me in her lap on the sofa and she told me what happened. She told me how it started early in the morning, how she saw him trying to sneak out of the house quietly sobbing; how he wanted her to stay home, but she disobeyed him and followed him to watch his back; about his grief and mourning for his dad, mom, uncle and sister on "xxx" beach etc. Hearing this, I felt ashamed. My Prince missed his family and I forgot that he has his way of mourning; to be alone and cry which he does from time to time since he lost all his family members in short period of time. Grief and mourning is not something you plan. It simply happens. He always switch his phone off or turn off the sound in such moments and my Ivy did it too, so nobody will disturb him. She also told me that dad Boss invited him to his house to give him the first portion of money which mom Boss put aside for him. She knew my Prince wouldn't take it when she was alive so, she wrote a note in which she asked him to take that money and buy something to us and our children. Second portion of the money is for the Christmas gifts, and third one is for house repairing. I am talking about big sum of money. That's why my luvs came with bunch of various gifts.

I was unjustly mad with them. I apologized to her for being angry with her, and as soon our children "released" their father, I showered him with kisses and "love yous". I also apologized to him. He wanted to make up to the children and to me and he took us out at the evening. The children wanted to go to MacDonald's. So, we went. And he let our angels to sleep in our bed, on his chest concretely. They sooo loved to feel his cuddly hands on their heads and necks that they slept fast making content sounds like little kitties. Later on, he took them to their beds and taking our sleeping position, he showered my neck and lips with kisses and "love yous". We also had good long sex.