I was right when I said that my Prince wouldn’t accept more jobs that will take him and my Ivy away from the family. He isn’t money lover and wealth chaser, but he also isn’t the person who doesn’t care for our wealth being. He works hard to provide enough money that we can buy things we need and like. That’s why he took BAL (Bodyguarding Application List) and marked those whom he and my Ivy will guard for next 7 days.

Now, those who regularly reads my diaries knows what I said about my Prince and his relationship with our children: they are his priority number one; before everything and everybody. That includes my Ivy and me. I have no problem with it, but I had a problem with amount of time he is spending with them. He spend too much time with them, wherefore he didn’t spend time with me. Every time when he and my Ivy arrives home, they always kiss me and the children who happily runs to them. Then they take the shower if the kids let him. We are sitting together as a family afterwards talking about our day if the kids let us. Children are always all over him and although he tries hard to listen to me, he can’t because Mikey and Precious were telling him what they have been doing and asking him various questions. Sometimes he stop them saying that their mom is talking, but sometimes he simply let them. Sometimes they drag him to their room showing him what they have played or drew, and sometimes they make him to take them to our beach. He always follows their desires. I’m not exaggerating when I say that he has much more patience with them then my Ivy and me together. I was very patient in the beginning hoping I would have some time alone with him when I would enjoy in sitting in his lap, feel his arms on my body and his lips on my lips while I am telling him about my day and how much I love him. I wanted to hear how much he loves me too and how much he missed me.

I decided to talk to him. So, when children were sleeping and we have done with our evening routine, we sat on the balcony and enjoyed in cold refreshments. I was sitting in his lap. Then I started:

- Honey, ammmm, I would like to talk to you about something that might make you angry at me ……. But, please, before you do, hear me out.

Prince: I’m listening.

I told him everything that is bugging me, same things I wrote in this diary and asked him to find more time for me. He listened to me without interrupting me, but he nervously squirmed few times. When I finished we were sitting in silence. Then he said to me:

- Honey, I’m sorry that I didn’t fulfill your expectations, but I simply can’t reject Mikey and Precious. I am their father and I will always be there for them. You know that. I also believe that their extreme need for me is only temporary. Therefore, please, honey, be patient. Once they stop needing me that much, we’ll have plenty of time and I will gladly be with you and fulfill all your needs. OK?

I thought he would lecture me, recall my misbehaving in Spain when I neglected him or be angry at me. None of that. He just said what I forgot to remember after many hours of reading the books and articles about parenting. His words satisfied me and I apologized for making the pressure on him. On my question: “Am I selfish?” he lightly slapped my butt and said:

- No, Princess, you aren’t. You have a needs that I neglected and you had full right to tell me about it.

Then he wiped the tears with his lips that started to fall from my eyes. I deep kissed him. He took me into his arms and carried me to our bedroom. We made love very long and besides providing me several orgasms he made me very happy and worthy wife.