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Monsto Brukes

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  • Birthday 01/01/1965

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  1. This is actually what i was doing, but it was so tedious that I was wondering if that was the way to do it. Well ok then . . . guess I got my work cut out for me. Thanks for the reply.
  2. This what you're talkin about? https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/32518 Thanks for the recc.
  3. I tried with Outfit Studio, but i'm certain i'm not using the tool to it's fullest to get it done. What might be a good technique to do this kinda thing with various outfits? And what would you call it? "bulge" is definitely wrong lol. go into the post and open the first Reveal
  4. Ever see the move A Beautiful Mind? It's about a mathematician guy who's got a mental thing going on. In his 30s he realized that his roommate from college, the roommates little sister and I think a mentor, he realized they never aged. IOW he figure out that they were hallucinations. Here's the point: Once he realized what they were and what they represented, regardless of the drama they caused him, then he was able to deal with the real world. I've struggled with those kind of demons myself. I personally have found that shackling them is a fruitless effort. They're always going to escape. Burning more and more spirit to focus on control is giving more and more power to those things that you simply cannot control. So . . . Let the demons be as free as they want. But you must know them and watch them because only then will you see them coming. Understand ahead of time where and when negativity may come, and prepare yourself for it, so that you can do what you need to do to work past it. When you know what's coming, then you can live your life and follow your path with less and less interference. Hope this helps.
  5. I spent the better part of 20 years clinically depressed, in a hole. Still dealing with it today. But I escaped (mostly) by bouncing from doctor to doctor until I got a guy who was interested in solving the problem, not just throwing pills and platitudes at it. I also found a counselor who works very well for me and my family. 4 doctors and 6 counselors over about 3 years. Most people spend more time shopping for a TV than they do a Dr. "Normal" is individual. Blood pressure, heart rate, alpha waves, cracked tooth, slight limp, etc etc. What's normal for one person is abnormal for the next, specifically because of the things you mention. I fucked up the last message and the end result is that it came off preachy. I'm sorry for that. What I intended to do was to say things out loud that support the individual theme of trying to make ones world better for themselves, and specifically to tell you that there's no reason to live at the bottom of the hole. An individual can spend a lot of energy trying to stay down and not even realize it. Anyway, I heard the exact same things that I used to say and I see now the effect that it had on me. Yeah society has no idea how it works. That's why I was trying to point it out. Nobody, not even my wife at the time, was trying to help me. I had to recognize it in myself, and do the work (finding the dr, and counselor) myself. And I thought perhaps I can save someone else some time, and steps, on the same journey. Take care and good luck.
  6. First of all, "Lot's of people do" is the kind of thing that people say out loud, not as a point of proof for the world, but as a justification to themselves. IOW, it's telling ones self "It's normal to feel like absolute shit." It's not "normal" and it's not "OK". It is a potential problem for you and your future, and if it is at all possible, you should talk to a doctor about it. Even just a regular-ass General Practitioner. And anyone that tells you to "lighten up everyone feels a little sad sometimes", punch them in the face and then call the doctor. Or you could skip the facepunch and just call the doctor while understanding that person isn't good for you.
  7. That's awesome. That's the absolute best way to treat the community that's supported you for however many years, or even just randos on the internet, a sarcastic "go fuck yourself" meme response to a flattering request.
  8. As much as it would kinda suck to lose this talent, I really urge you to tell your Dr and get a CT scan of your brain.
  9. Looks like. ??‍♀️??‍♂️ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Can't say I'm surprised.
  10. @NIND (jimmyyu) @RedMonika and other artists that frequent this thread, I apologize for missing your names here. Who did I miss?! You have been going strong on this since forever. I'm fairly sure I don't have any of your conversions in my game, but I wanted to say thanks nonetheless. Thank you all for the consistently top shelf work and for keeping the faith!
  11. Ok lets be pedantic then... For anyone to give a shit about your image, it needs to be a jpeg that embeds into the post, not an uncommon format that has to be downloaded.
  12. I thought I'd bump this thread back to the top since I didn't link it anywhere else back in the day. I also added a link to it in the "Step by Step Setup Basics" thread. Maybe it should be stickied?
  13. It actually isn't that hard or time consuming. Tedious, absolutely. Time consuming to get perfect, but you could probably knock out a decent config in less than a couple hours. Take a look at this. Using JFF, you can adjust the parameters instead of editing the text files, but I was careful to use exact spelling and capitalization of the parameter names. Therefore, they have the same names in JFF. IIRC, to get left right movement, you use z-axis to get the effect of rotating on a pole that is centered on the breast bone. It's been 6 years so I don't remember all the ins n outs, but that's how you'd do it.
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